Crying

I wish crying didn't have such a negative connotation. I have found that I often cry when I am full of so much emotion: happiness, sadness and anger(ness). For the first time, in such a long time- I feel just fine. I have come to realize my life isn't perfect, that things won't go my way and that my life is just beginning.

At this moment, however, I am content. No matter how much I complain about how I think things will go bad, I just want everyone to know that at this precise moment I feel lucky. Lucky that while my life hasn't been exactly perfect, that I haven't been exactly perfect, I'm thankful for everyone and everything in life.

This is probably why I'm crying right now, my heart feels so full with emotion that it might bust at the seems. [Think in terms of large breasts in a corset, you perv.]

I don't like to use the word happy because I believe that it may jinx my overall feeling but right now I want to remember just how great it feels to finally feel normal and free to be my true self.

Just happily me!