I will always and forever be in second or last place.
It will never matter if I am prettier, younger, more outgoing or have a better overall personality than another person.
For one reason or another, I will always lose.
I wish I didn't see life as a competition but I do and I probably always will.
Damn that low self-esteem of mine!
Even tonight, it was supposed to be my night of self-loathing and belligerent drinking. But I got beat.
A friend of mine had to just sweep in with more self-loathing, self-hatred, personal issues and lower tolerance. He got drunk and is passed out cold. I'm stone cold sober.
Yay to my life.
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