My 5th year of college is coming to a close. Its a constant reminder of how closer I am to adulthood.
....and how farther away from childhood I am getting.
I am thankful for the old and the new, when it comes to attitude, friendships and ways of thinking. I hope that I am going to continue these friendships and disposition when school starts back up (yeah, I have one more semester.)
The cast of Rent (movie)
Sometimes, when I allow it, my mind travels to a very dark place. This place where I allow my daydreams turn into daymares. A place of make-believe where those who I care about the most have betrayed me in some way.
Maybe that's why I fail to trust people the way I would like to
because I have these fantasies where I am hurt and betrayed with no idea how to handle the situations.
Erg. I hate drunk ramblings.
(Note: Hey AJ, this is the night I drank the wine. There were no secret drinking nights that I didn't tell you about. k? :P )
